So it was a really really long and tiring weekend...and I spent too much time in the sun, thus making me a cranky ass bitch.  I've decided anything longer than 3 hours in the sun and it's unhealthy....and those who know me know that I don't willingly sit outside and tan, but I got comfy on a super comfy raft in a pool drinking Margaritas all day on Saturday :-D  And even after 3 coats of Sunscreen I still burned....stupid sun!

Today is a pretty decent day, but I found out 2 co-workers are being let go...which means more work for me...and it makes me sad cause I feel bad their being let go...though my boss did say that he beleives I'm worth well more than what I'm paid and once we get some money coming in I get a raise....so yea me!  I had some great times this weekend...and some interesting once and some very trying ones...the whole positive thing is going ok...I have noticed that it is making things a lot easier for me, so I guess that means progress.  It is however incredibly tiring to be that positive all the time...but I'm trying.  I've been trying not to let things build up and I'm trying to keep up with the writing cause it helps release a lot of my frustrations...yea thats right computer take my wrath like the little bitch you are :)

So to end on a positive note today is ok and hopefully tomorrow will be ok as well....one can only hope